Wednesday, October 18, 2006 @5:38 AM
The second day. Pleasant. Boring. Painful. Today ended the same as other days but still really boring. Still the same class, break, class, lunch and then few more classes then home. Today Jasmine and I over-hearing some argument with a Parent and a teacher Ms. Rayner. haha was pretty funny how the teacher suddenly told this kid off for having his phone ring in the library after school and then mummy to the rescue. I guess while overhearing, the teacher barely even said a word, she walked away and it seemed like she was in tears. Entertaining, just sitting down pretending to read books while being kepo and hearing the argument. Parents left for Singapore today. Planning to skip school on Friday. Planning to go school tomorrow late. Two more freaking days in school till that half-term break comes and it will be fun just sleeping through the mornings without having to wake up early in the mornings. Stay up late watching TV series. Relaxing throughout the week. What fun hehe. Other than my daily life, of waking up and going to school coming home and that, its been pretty okay. Felt better. Kinda like left that whole feeling lonely phase. Right now, its just never better than this. Sometimes, I miss the whole relationship thing. sometimes, I wonder how vulnerable and how scared I'll be in my next relationship. So, kinda left that behind for later thinking. Theres times, when I'll feel lonely, times when I'll just suddenly stare at the screen while listening to the music thats playing, just suddenly out of the blue... felt quite bummed out. I guess its the music thats playing on my playlist. But haha. There are times when anyone would feel like that. Not only about in a relationship but just that lonely feeling you know? Lately, haven't been feeling that way. Lately its just smiles and laughters. Lately its just school is taking my mind off everything. Work has just been darn stressful. Makes you wanna run and jump off a hill just to make everything more peaceful and fun. Everyday changes into a better day.air*
